my spine.
Dear Helmut:

i'm not the sky.
i'm not the ocean.
i can't become the cloud.
i can't become the wave.

yeah, that's goes without saying, i know.
but i'm afflicted by it.
everybody doesn't care about it.
but i'm quite different from them.

i'm not a girl.
i'm not a boy.

yes, that's goes without saying, i know.
but i'm fkn afflicted by it.
everybody doesn't care about it.
but i'm quite different from them.

i'm not a human.
i'm not him.
i can't become him.

i wanna be you
and i wanna love him.
i wanna be him
and i wanna love me.

since, there's no reason to live my life.

my spine might be broken for my fkn hard mental pain

at any moment....

oh, well, i guess it's okay.

today's waves are hella perfect!

i can't stay here anymore.

let's go surfing right now.

thx.
2007.03.02 Friday | life | - | -
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