run
run


keep running from dusk till dawn.
even if someone will be knocked down,
we don't have to do damn it.


boys shout their own dream against a teacher.

your delaying will kill your future.

grandfather told me
the kingdom was no longer existence.
after heard that his wife chose suicide.
her hopeness was written in that sentence.
"please eat my ash mixing your supper's mush potato,
baby."

i decided to carry out,
but fuck that her remains wasn't cremated.
so i dig her grave with my puppy,
and made the ultimate means.
however, i must not disclose that here.
because he is having a supper in front of me,ha.

keep running from dusk till dawn.
even if someone will be knocked down,
we don't have to do damn it.


boys shout their own dream against a teacher.

your delaying will kill your future.

2007.03.17 Saturday | life | - | -
never mind
never mind

dogs were barking in midnight, in Chelsea.
i dreamed of surfing in the green sea.
dogs kept barking shit.
we got up to see it.

nobody was at the street.
those was only fkn cold concrete.
i was back to the bed with Carlito.
and we caught in the red rete.


never mind your weight.

never mind you're gay or straight.

never mind who had won.

never forget you're the one.

i wanna die alone.



she found a blue apple.
they were all poor.
she swam in a blue pool.
they got a poison of proof to pour.

he was fanatic.
and had a heart of plastic.
and also he was romantic.
but his thicker was a chick.


never mind your fool.

never mind you have no soul.

never mind other's tool.

don't forget you're the cool.

you wanna die alone?



all fkn damn children,

you are right.

just i wanna say that,
you are forgiven to live.



don't forget your pureness.


don't live lifeless.

2007.03.16 Friday | life | - | -
my spine.
Dear Helmut:

i'm not the sky.
i'm not the ocean.
i can't become the cloud.
i can't become the wave.

yeah, that's goes without saying, i know.
but i'm afflicted by it.
everybody doesn't care about it.
but i'm quite different from them.

i'm not a girl.
i'm not a boy.

yes, that's goes without saying, i know.
but i'm fkn afflicted by it.
everybody doesn't care about it.
but i'm quite different from them.

i'm not a human.
i'm not him.
i can't become him.

i wanna be you
and i wanna love him.
i wanna be him
and i wanna love me.

since, there's no reason to live my life.

my spine might be broken for my fkn hard mental pain

at any moment....

oh, well, i guess it's okay.

today's waves are hella perfect!

i can't stay here anymore.

let's go surfing right now.

thx.
2007.03.02 Friday | life | - | -
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